That's what I feel like, even though the name of my blog is Can't Fail Again. I feel like I'm failing miserably. I don't understand why I don't have the will power to do what I need to do and do what's right for me. The weight just keeps creeping back on. I'm so angry at myself, which I know doesn't help, but I just can't seem to get my act together.
I'm just so tired, and I'm wondering what my purpose is. To be fat the rest of my life? Maybe so.
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Your purpose is what you make of it. I understand the frustration and I know what it is to feel like your at your wits end, but as long as you keep fighting those inner demons you haven't failed. Push past it all, allow yourself to feel the emotions and carry on into the next day with better decisions. One day at a time, hell one hour at a time if thats what it needs to be right now. Just keep fighting the good fight :0)
ReplyDeleteHi Michelle,
ReplyDeleteYou are not failing miserably, and you are right feeling this way is not going to help.
It may feel like you don't have enough will power, but that's not it. Your brain and your thoughts may be working against you.
You may be like me, eating to relieve anxiety from following dieting conventions. Like Carbie Girl says, feel the anxiety and learn to sit with it. (Anxiety feels like hunger.)
Oh Michelle - you are not failing! The fact that you came here means a lot.
ReplyDeleteI know it is daunting to think of all the weight I have to lose but as long as I am doing something positive to keep me moving in the right direction, I consider a win.
Hang in there girl! You can do this! Just keep on keeping on.