Feeling Out of Control

And I don't know how to get back into my groove. I thought that I just hit a bump in the road with vacation, but then I didn't get back on course before my current vacation. I think I'm up about 5 lbs. I think I can now officially call it self-sabotage.

With that said, I think I just made what could possibly be the best gravy of my life. Thank you (or not), Barefoot Contessa.

I need my mom...